So getting up to speed, let me see.
- Develop a love-hate relationship with you school, definitely checked
- Have a special relationship with someone, che... hmm.
- Finish highschool, checked
- Get driving licence, in progress
- Be happy, ..... trying
It's funny really, how people around (the internet) are warning us about growing up is a trap. It is a trap, kinda like going on a loop. Lets see, you study, graduate, then settle down while having tons of loans, debts, etc.. and now the aim of your life is to settle those debts. It's simple really, you're studying, just to pay the debts of your future self. and they call this the fucking norm. Sigh, I used to think the the natives/tribal people are crazy, but in fact it's the other way around.
I'm not entirely sure why I'm writing this, perhaps to blow some steam off?..
In another not-sure-if-related story. As some know by now I'm working at .. an emporium. One day, a customer approached me to buy a carton of pencils and soon i discover that he was a foreigner. I was deeply curious for the reason for him to buy those pencils. Then he tells me its for the children back at his home and he asks me if could find the cheapest of those boxes and so I did, but I wasn't helping at all those things are quite expensive.. He means well, wanting the kids back home to learn. The point is, it kinda reminds me of some things. One, We might or might not realize it that we are at some point are ungrateful bastards and how easy it is for some people who lives a modest life to be happy in the simplest things. He smiled at me, in some way that meant something. That day goes by swiftly. though I still hate my job, please be done faster.
Somehow the harry potter series are right, Life gets gloomier when you get older.
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